Poem - I Have Something To Hide
something to hide from
Have I become part of my own secrets?
When did everything change?
to become this? to become evrything and nothing?
Why did it take so long to notice?
I have lost myself in my own shadows
Searching for the way out, for the light
lost in my own dark pleasure, my own misery
I cannot help but feel
Why does this pain feel so good?
So real, so alive
Maybe I have forgotten how to really feel
Maybe this pain is all I have left
The last remnant of what once was
of what could have been
Do I surrender to this?
Or have I surrendered already?